I'll say this about kids. They keep you on your toes. Case in point: The Death of the Moth, or if you are under 5, The Death of the Butterfly.
It was a nice Saturday night. We took the kids to the local Maverik to fill up the car and get a treat. As I was getting out I saw a moth on the ground and, I am a little ashamed to admit, I stepped on it. On purpose. To kill it. I don't know, I think it was some primal instinct. I felt a little bad but was ready to move on. Unfortunately the kids saw the whole thing and they were not ready to move on. They scolded me on the way into Maverik.
Aiden: "Mom, why did you kill that butterfly? That was not nice."
Me: "Mmmmm, mumble, mumble, sorry, mumble. choose your treat."
Annie: "Mom, that was a beautiful butterfly!"
Me: "I know, I'm sorry. Mumble, mumble. Hot chocolate or ice cream?"
We got back out to the car, hot chocolate (for Annie) and ice cream (for Aiden) in hand. We started driving home and Annie said, "Mom. That beautiful little butterfly was just looking for her mommy!" Stab to the heart. Seriously, what I thought was a simple smashing of a bug was a family drama of epic proportions in Annie's (somewhat crazy) head. I apologized again. And again.
I thought the whole episode was closed, but a few days later Aiden and I were talking in the car about making mistakes, bad decisions, repentance, etc., I was trying to teach him the distinction between a mistake (accidentally knocking down your glass of water) and a sin (picking up your glass of water and throwing it at your sister). He understood the difference and gave me his own example. "So mom, when you killed that butterfly, you did it on purpose, so that was not just a mistake. And that was rude. " Got it.